The edge...

...there is no honest way to explain it because the only people who really know where it is are the ones who have gone over.

- Hunter S. Thompson

1937 - 2005

This is Bullshit

Ok were back onto funny things my boss says all the time. I don't think I used this one before. According to my boss EVERYTHING is bullshit. In the world according to my boss matter would not be made up of atoms but instead made up of bullshit. Because EVERYTHING is bullshit. Anytime and issue at all comes up it becomes bullshit. Nothing seems to be a legitimate problem. Everything is bullshit. Concerns about certain projects are not legitimate, they are just like everything else BULLSHIT! Any time my boss screws up (which is very, very often) and it creates a chain reaction or problems which people then make my boss aware of... You guessed it, BULLSHIT! Well I'm off too find my waders because until I find a new job I'm going to get a daily helping of BULLSHIT!

Kill me now

I should really change my blog description to be me bitching about my job/boss. I am at the point where I really can't handle it anymore on a mental level. It's just quite frankly insane here. I realize that it took me about 7 years, about 5 part time but hey it counts too, to get to the point of how I feel about my current job, with my last job. At this job it only took me 9 months. I believe anyone thats in a job they don't like knows what feeling I'm talking about.

The struggle to get out of bed in the morning. Always showing up late because you really don't want to be there. Bitching about your boss/job during every second of the day. That "I'm really pissed off so don't even fucking think of saying a god damn thing to me" look on your face for the entire work day. The overwhelming urge to tell your boss to go fuck himself and quit on the spot. The sour stomach that comes with all of the above.

I'd really love to quit and tell my boss exactly what I think of him. But as you can see from the previous post I'm about to buy a house. Not too mention buying the house will stretch my budget to the point of just having enough to pay my bills and still buy food.

If anyone has any good links to information on architectural portfolio's of people that are already employed and out of school post them in a comment. I have tons of good information for portfolio's for recent college graduates, or people looking to get into graduate school but not much at all for people that need to put a portfolio of work together from actual working experience. I really doubt an employer wants to see my now 5 year old fantasy projects from school.